Being 26 and having overcome various things already in my life I feel that I aint perfect but then who is?
I have done some things in my past that I aint proud of and I have hurt people I care for along the way, my actions in the past have caused upset for me and others. I have faced some difficult times and I have suffered from the challenges I have faced. I can not excuse what I have done but I can and have tried to make things better.
I also have been hurt, been betrayed and been treated badly by people who I never thought would hurt me in a way and I still can not forgive for at this moment in time.
At times I look back and I feel really dissappointed that in the past I have been the person that I often find I get hurt by and it makes me really upset to think that I have myself hurt people in a similar way.
Things and life change and I can only say that I have worked hard to become the gal I am today and I am proud of myself for being strong enough to build bridges with people I had caused upset towards. I only hope that one day people may see me as the person I have become and not for the person I was years back.
I could not see untill not so long ago what was actually happening to me and why, I am not looking for sympathy or am I making excuses for any of behaviour all I am trying to do is live a life that is happy and honest.I can do this by learning from the past experiences in my life.
As I still have to live with the memories of back then and no it has not been easy to be able to see what I was like then.
It takes strong people to overcome difficult times and hurt, it takes a real friend who has known me at my worst to believe in me again and to see that I have grown up and can see that I now understand the things that they saw all along.
Life is for living, understand and learning and that is what I will be doing for I guess ........the rest of my life xx
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